Life As I Know It

I haven't posted in awhile. Anyway, Over this past month, I celebrated my fifteenth birthday. I got a great quality camera, and cash. I also celebrated two of my friends party. I also celebrated mine. We went downtown, ate,walked around, and rode the canal. It was fun. Then I came back to reality. Which doesn't take much for me to do. I would describe myself as one who can be fun, but after awhile, Im sure I get annoying. ( I think I do). I just always get the feeling in the back of my head saying " You can change, you can do better than this." I also always think my " better" isn't good enough. Which everyone says youre beautiful, and people dont deserve you. Then why dont i feel that way? Life is very confusing. Ive also learned I cannot please everyone. Im so glad someone finally told me that. Ever since they did, I just really havent cared anymore what people think. Life goes by too fast. After school, I will hardly see anyone from around here. Im also one who just goes with the flow. I love being spontaneous. This is porbably a bad thing. Its also probably why I have no idea what I want to do with my life. Oh well...someday everything will fit into place.