I'm used to taking naps. Every day. Right after school. I'll wake up, go to college, head to high school, then sleep for a couple of hours. I know, I know.. I'm not making the most of my time but i do enjoy a wink or two every now and then... Okay, every other day. With prom being this weekend, and softball games ( just manager, ha) I realize I barely have any time for myself. I'm definitely not used to this. I'm used to having a couple hours a day to do as I please. With college, softball games, taking pictures, and social life... I now don't have time for my naps.
Don't get me wrong, I love staying busy. I also like helping people- another issue I've ran into. As much as I hate to admit it, I'm a people pleaser. I know, I shouldn't care what people think, but if I have the chance to help out, I'll take it- no questions asked. I love being known as dependable and reliable. This is a problem because I'll sign myself up for a million things, and not have time to do all of them. I overbook myself quite often. Of I could be in three places at once I so would. Unfortunately, that is not possible. I have to out my needs first and do what's best for me, regardless of what others think is best. And so that is where I am today. What my thoughts reflect upon, and what I'm learning from.
-Courtney
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